i’m at 12 wks now, second pregnancy after the loss last spring, and what’s getting to me isn’t the nausea itself but that i have no idea what kinda day i’m waking into. some mornings i’m fine, some mornings food makes me gag. some days it’s afternoon, some days it’s night.
just no pattern to it. since there’s no pattern, i can’t plan anything or tell people i’ll be okay. the anxiety of not knowing is honestly worse than the nausea itself now.
like the unpredictability has become its own thing. does this settle eventually, or does anyone else deal with this kinda randomness first tri? is this just how it is or does it get more predictable?